A day in Life,  musing,  Rants

Life Sucks

I bet you been feeling it too, just like me, but depression is a trend. My head is in a constant mash, I feel like I’m often having this out of the body experience, a need to escape reality. I’m down for no reason. No one is attacking me physically but my mental state is crumbling.

But I need to stay positive, need to keep my spirit up and the first thing I did, change my desktop background into this warm autumn photo. (See post cover above.)

But for now, I’m going to take a trip inside my brain and make a deal with some dark dark person.

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Jessica / Jessie Winterspring is a time travel romance fanatic who loves writing fiction about ordinary people with extraordinary experiences. She blogs music inspired stories, poems, micro-fictions, moments in life. She enjoy spending time outdoors, adore animals and traveling with her family. She like anything unusual and fun. CLICK HERE to read more about her or CLICK HERE to view her books

36 Comments

  • stevescountry

    I’m so sorry you feel this way Jessica, I know it’s not easy, I’ve been there too. But don’t look down, look up, at the fire red sunset, the golden morning country sunrise, the little squirrel scampering across the fallen leaves looking for acorns, the tender little flower, the cold mountain stream, or the comedy duo of Steve and Muffin, always good for a laugh or 3!πŸ˜‚πŸ˜Ή Hope you perk up real fast!πŸ˜πŸ˜ƒπŸ Meow, meow=me say so too, want big, big smiles on my bestest friend! I send best purr and big hug for you!😸😻😻

    • Jessica E. Larsen

      Haha πŸ˜€ Although, I prefer sunsets, the way you describe early morning sounds so enchanting πŸ₯°
      Thank you for both of you! I feel better now. Sending you both a warm hugs πŸ€—β€οΈ

  • cheriewhite

    I feel your pain because I’ve been there too! Keep your chin up, sweetie! Know that you have many people who care and who love you! Know that you’re an awesome person and it takes a strong person to honest like you are! Sending you lots of love! <3

    • Jessica E. Larsen

      Knowing myself it will only last for a while, but what I hope the most are that those rabbit holes completely stay out of my way.
      Thank you so much for your kind words Rob, it truly warms my heart πŸ’ž

  • popsiclesociety

    Yes, it happens to me too to be down without any obvious reason πŸ₯Ί…I guess our mind is in continuous turmoil and sometimes says enough 🀯
    Important is to always find the bright side and remember that we’re humans unfortunately πŸ˜– (a cyborg I guess will not have these issues πŸ€ͺ).
    When I’m like this I try to cheer me up with things I like…eating something good, baking something, enjoying nature, finding a new activity or exercise or reading…is always helpful!
    I hope this time will fly and you’ll find happiness soon 🀩
    I’m with you, even if not in person πŸ€—πŸ’•
    πŸ’•πŸŽ€πŸ€—πŸŒΈ

    • Jessica E. Larsen

      So true, l need to keep my eyes on the bright side. I laugh at cyborg part haha πŸ˜€
      Eating and reading like there’s no tomorrow (and gaining weightπŸ€ͺ) helps me out a lot.
      And thank you for being there Ribby πŸ’— Your words alone helps a lot πŸ™‚

      • popsiclesociety

        I’m glad I could make you laugh πŸ˜ƒπŸ€—πŸŒΈ
        Oh yes, eating and reading helps me too πŸ˜†πŸŽ€πŸŒΈ But you have Orion to keep you in shape πŸ˜‰
        Always here πŸŒΈπŸŽ€πŸ€—πŸ’•
        Stay happy and keep smiling πŸ˜‰πŸŒΈπŸ€—πŸ’•

        • Jessica E. Larsen

          Haha πŸ˜€ yes, I got to remember to go out more often with him so I can burn more calories haha πŸ˜€
          Same to you Ribby. Stay safe, healthy, and hopefully always happy πŸ€—πŸŒ»

  • Chiru

    It happens to me too.. some fine day for no reason it just ruins the day..
    What I do is meet my close ones and be with them the whole day or else put on head phone and forget world exists..

  • Dracul Van Helsing

    I think in these pandemic times, people who are of a more melancholy disposition to begin with feel even more depressed in these times.

    I hope things imrove soon.

    That’s a nice looking picture of Anthony Perkins as Norman Bates the owner of the Bates Motel in the 1960 Alfred Hitchcock film Psycho you have there, Jessica.

    Do you ever think of him in the shower?

    If you ever saw the movie, you’ll get the joke I just made there.

    • Jessica E. Larsen

      So true. Thanks Chris.
      And as much as I want to get the jokes, I’m actually a scared to watch the movie, even if I really like him in the picture here.

      • Dracul Van Helsing

        Surprisingly, I’ve never seen the movie myself although I’ve heard and read a lot about it.

        But I’ve been told by people who’ve seen it that it’s a pretty scary movie.

        The guy who was my best friend when I attended University told me that he was so scared by one scene in the movie that he’s been afraid to murder a woman in the shower ever since.

        I believe he was joking.

        At least I hope he was.

        • Jessica E. Larsen

          Just reading your comment made my heart jump to my throat. Nope, no. I almost wanted to see but I’m not watching it anymore.

  • Zoewiezoe

    Those occasional visits to dark places can also yield very important life lessons. Especially in times like these and especially when you learn how to find that way back.
    Hope you feel better soon though πŸ™‚

    • Jessica E. Larsen

      Thank you so much. I love your way of looking at it, especially about learning to find the way back. I believe finding the path back is most important too.

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